My life story…. Can you help me, who do i like more? Am I in love???? Advice?! I am only 15!!!!?

Okay so I am 15, and a sophomore… At my school their are 2 guys that i REALLYYYYYYYY LIKE. One’s name is Derek(not real name) he is a senior, but we started talking when he was a junior and I was a freshman and we met through his sister, she cheerleads with me and were friends but his sister didnt know that me and Derek texted, me and him told eachother everything, things that i didnt even tell my best friends (weird, i know) so we talked then we stopped talking for a while, now were talking as of this year, and whenever i see him in school i look down (i get nervous, i get butterflies when I think about him and I am SO NOT SHY ha i am actually super obnoxious and for some reason i feel weird talking to him and i have ben insecurse because i have this like dry skin patch on my chin so i try to look down and hide m face, but thats not the only reason why i dont talk to him in school…… What should I do? Am I in love…

I THINK I LOVE 2 MEN………

So this other kid I think i might be in love with his name is Matt(not real name) He is a freshman (younger then me) and I met him and he is the sweetest guy but he is dating a sophomore, whenever i text him i always get the last word, so it sucks, i always text him first, should i wait till he texts me? we flirt alot too. But the only bad thing is that he’s younger but i cant stop thinking about him.. i am CONSTANTLY thinking about him.. When i like someone, i fall deep and I cant get over him, i wish i could but he is PERFECT. He is all I EVER think about and I wish he was just older, but i get butterflies when i think about him and ugh idk what to do…

Who do you think I like more? Help! What would you do? Anyone in the same position?

i wouldnt call it love yet. dry patch, bring lotion or go to skin therapist. One dude is abuut to graduate, leave him alone. Be friends & if its meant to be he’ll ask u out. Younger guy isnt single so dont mess that up. Stop bein shy about these two guys. Go for someone in ur grade if anything. Same thing i sed for senior goes for freshmeat/ freshman. If either like u be urself & let them ask u out. U gotta really wanna get to know a person & all that junk to know if its love. Think only the best about a guy & daydream about them. Not ashamed or anything. I’ve loved my bf since 8th when i talked to him on the fone. This is our 3rd time goin out & nothings gonna break us up.